...i'm scared, Daddy...

What am I doing with my life?

What do I want?

Can I still live till next month?
Can I?

I'm a failure...

Why am I hiding myself?

I'm not hiding...

Kenapa Nova ga lanjut S2?
Well, telling everyone that your dad got heart attack and can't support you anymore is a hassle, right?
Especially you had to support your brother in the future
I'm not poor, my job pays good, but I should be less egoistical
I'm not a smartass either
See? Almighty Nova is even feel inferior sometimes

Kenapa Nova berenti ngantor?
I'm tired...
I'm tired with superficial things, with gossips...
How your coworkers will smile in front of you but telling bad things behind you
How your coworkers flaunt things more, competing themselves with expensive things,
I love myself stay humble, as a cheapskate, buying only cheap things, who cares about brands
And dirty, dirty work...

Funny right that I hate superficial things now?
When ppl my age is competing, better job, better payment, better gadgets, better cars, better everythings
I'm settling down like a granny in the village

I'm tired, not hiding, I'm just done with it.

Yha

Let's try to blog things after Multiply ended years ago